Many things are revolving around me this few weeks. It's beginning to get a lil too much. I always have to set my priorities first, and when things get out of hand, I just dont know what to do. At times, I feel lost. Its heart warming to know that the people around you do care and noticed the change.
When you wanted to meet me, I was obligated and never foresee what was coming.You just had to talk about it and I notice how you contradict yourself.Towards the end, I could merely sum up your words into one conclusion: You still cared and you havent let go.
I'm not surprised,judging by how you would weep so hard by my actions and words. You said things like that are bound to happen between couples who freshly broke up. And you mentioned things should be straightened out. Thus,reduce the awkwardness while chatting. I admit my words are a venom to you at times. Now that its over, what we need is some space, away from all these thoughts. I dont know if you realised me highlighting on the word 'space' because u certainly didnt give a damn about giving me my lil space before the break up. You were wrong about me hating you. Truth is, i never ever hated you.Like u said, theres no reason for us to hate each other. Yesterday shouldn't happen. It's like digging a freshly burried coffin. Our feeble attempts to make things right within a short matter of time wouldnt work out. And why the rush to heal the wounds so quickly when its still bleeding? It hurts me still when you mentioned everything yesterday.
I wish things wasnt so complicated between us.
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