368 days ago.

That afternoon.

When I was in school.

Where you lay on the stone cold floor watching my mum.

When my mum patted your head gently "Yin yin, good girl..."

Hoping that you understood that we love you and everything would be alright.

Then you shut your eyes and breathed your last.

I miss your huge muddy paws which always dirties my uniform.

I miss how you'd always choose to eat your meal or treats near me.

I miss the hot evenings where I played with all of you, and we sat on the floor to rest. You were always next to me.

I miss how you'd hit the cardboad boxes to topple it down when you were a puppy.

I miss how you're a glutton and gobble up your meal so fast without chewing it.

I miss your big,sad brown eyes that bore into mine. You seemed to understand everytime I tell you my stories.

Memories. All fresh in my mind. It didnt seemed too long ago.

I miss you so much. So I decided to post this, all about you so that I'll never ever forget how you looked like. And today when i visited the grounds where you lay, it rained when i started crying.

How ironic right?

If only I were given a chance to hug you tight and not let go. If only.

21 July 2010.